cold with a burning delight

here's dd publisher's horoscope oct. 15, 2002

Horoscope (by astronet.com)

“You could develop a great deal of emotional objectivity right now. Your

sense of the trends of the times and your knowledge of what the public needs

and wants could lead to important research projects. You may be able to

bring about some utopian dreams that relate to the environment, conditions

in your community, or events that are important for ecology or the

lifestyles of others. By October 27, you will be ready to take action on

many levels.”

but no big dd push. we got other irons in the fire and redesigning the structure of the corporate dd presentation of information and content assimilation, retention, and will be a research and analysis time for us. hey i gotta be tough. this ain't no girl's school. this is fishin camp. stay low under the radar low cover and incognito, wear the brown sensible shoes and get lots of sleep we got fishin to do spring fishin shapen up to a 4-5 state deal. requires sensible shoes.

yes. surrounded by legal pads and stun guns, smoking big guns and planning the southwest future. land o milk land o honey n trout n fruit n eden gardens amid the garden of the desert spirits who blessed me yes blessed me and told me spirit told me through an earth mother teacher healer of the new southwest that i am again being tested, that i must leave the negative and pain of betrayal and go through the test, lose the hate, lose the loss, and come home to the garden, all is there, the apple tree eden, now a raised bed garden is there, created in chuck's mind and formed by walt and cindy and kenn. now watered, waiting for germination in the cool spring of 4,800 ft. elevation in utah. the garden underground waiting for our fall visit. of plenty in the land o milk and trout and fruit for you n me n yours n ours n theirs n anybody's because we got rows of sweet corn growing for ya on you new dd southwest offices and rancho deluxe suites.

i almost got the last report done. want to get it up before i leave for vegas and into the world of fat marty. oh yeah looks like we might go. maybe fat marty for sure. vegas calls, ya answer. you know the drill. when are you gonna retire and follow me into another adventure? some life changing event ya regret for the rest of your rational adult life but secretly cherish as more precious than air and water to your soul.

"...cold with a burning delight..."

need to kick the long winter coals out and ride I-70 again in a haze and fury of pending doom and financial ruin and go for the zen desert the open skies and the places of rock and dust and heat. soul spring cleaning.

heavy shit be comin down. the endgame i thought was the endgame was just the beginning of the endgame.

the beast is awake and being attacked at all levels.